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Tears for New Years

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December 29th, 2017       Tears for New Years       By Karol Para      New Years. It is a time where we celebrate the old year leaving, and the new one coming.A sad concept, at least it is a true concept. But maybe this concept exists in our modern day world, because of the fact that we humans need a transition so that we can start something new. So that we can set a time, a date, a place, and change our course and ideas, forever. And that in itself isn't so sad. It just means that we are happy to start something new. To let the old die, and open the door for the new. And so, I sit at my desk, staring out at the snow falling from the heavens, and I allow my self to shed tears. And I shed them now so that I can open a door and not only be happy but be myself. Be free of the weigh that was present under those tears. And being free is a crucial part of being new.       I don't really know where I am goin...

Undoing wrongdoing

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December 27th, 2017      Undoing Wrongdoing       Karol Para       We all wish of one thing. And that is to undo. We ask ourselves how we would do such a thing that would break the fundamental principles of every science found in our modern day. But have we ever asked ourselves why we would undo? Standing back, and looking at such a matter from a distant view point, I judge that we, as a species, wish to undo the wrongdoing. But we don't wish to undo the wrongdoing we have had done to us. We wish to undo what we have done. We blame and pore this idea into our empty brains that maybe "I could have done something different". And I too, have wished to do the same. But I have never stood back and thought to myself that I am who I am, because of the past. I am who I am, because of the galvanization that my past actions, consequences, and awards have put upon me. And once in a while, I do wish to cry. I do wish to form a ocean made of the sal...

Wrong-less

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December 26th, 2017      Wrong-less         By Karol Para        Thank God that 2017 is about to end, and we can walk into a new, and clear year. At least, let's hope... I started thinking today about what I wanted to do in 2018. And I realized that I don't really have a goal. And I found that gave me a sense of self-determination about my future, as well a sense of emotionless connection to goals. It may seem like a weird thing to say, but I mean I always say things that are weird and make no sense, but I somehow find them to help me express myself. But back to the idea of not being connected to goals. Goals have been a part of our human nature since, well forever. Those goals have evolved from finding prey in hunter-gatherer times, to hoping we can go to the gym once a week, in our modern day and age. But those goals, we have used to progress, express, and create, have simply been swept under the rug, and give ...