Undoing wrongdoing

December 27th, 2017     Undoing Wrongdoing      Karol Para

     We all wish of one thing. And that is to undo. We ask ourselves how we would do such a thing that would break the fundamental principles of every science found in our modern day. But have we ever asked ourselves why we would undo? Standing back, and looking at such a matter from a distant view point, I judge that we, as a species, wish to undo the wrongdoing. But we don't wish to undo the wrongdoing we have had done to us. We wish to undo what we have done. We blame and pore this idea into our empty brains that maybe "I could have done something different". And I too, have wished to do the same. But I have never stood back and thought to myself that I am who I am, because of the past. I am who I am, because of the galvanization that my past actions, consequences, and awards have put upon me. And once in a while, I do wish to cry. I do wish to form a ocean made of the salty and lifless cold tears that fall down my cheaks. But when I cry, I rember that I am not alone. And I stand today, with the people I have met on this road, becuase of the things that happened. Not the things that will happen. 

     I go to a Highschool, in where every day I hear the simple words of "I'm done". And when looking into this emotion that every one of the heartbroken, stressed, and withdrawn of life, student feels, all I see is that those kids see the things that are yet to be. They see the SAT scores that stand in front of them. They see the collage applications, and the scholorships, and the credit that will one day bare there life. But what they do not see is that they have a past that has shaped them. And even if they walked out of this stone cold building, with just a heart filled with passion, emotion, and hunger for a better world, they would go so much further in life. They would be themselves. They wouldn't be shaped by words of a page, but words of there life. If artificial technology only learns from it's mistakes, and it's accomplishemnts, than maybe we must copy that from it. I am not saying for you not to go to school, or work, or whatever you do on your daily bases. I am simply saying that you are you. You are fine. You are loved. You have you. You can go on. No one will love you, unless you love you. And the only way you will love you, is if you love what you do. I know that this whole thing dose not makes sense. But that is due to the fact that I had my heart direct the words that went onto my paper. I didn't have my brain apply logic. Cause logic brings us to a breaking point, on a bridge, in the water, ready to leave. Our hearts brings us to a warm and central core, that simply means so much more.